Creeping Fingers

The Smeared on early of 5th Chapter

2010-12-29T11:36:00.000-08:00

Heh..

feels like yesterday when I finished off my first practical training..

there were like dozens of 'things-I-wanna-do-before-5thSem-start'..

to be honest, not even quarter of cross marks on that list..

well, things like 'I wanna buy some awesome gadgets', things like 'I wanna have backpackers style holiday trip'..seems like not going to happen anytime soon...

with so, so many problems and wishes that not been granted, I really dont feel like going back to Penang..

Dear, Mr/Miss whoeveryouare

did you know,

I hate going back to Penang and deal with the same problem every single semester...

I hate thinking about where or whom I'm going to stay with every semester..

I hate the fact that I've been so kind and patience enough to everyone around me..

I hate people taking me so lightly and yet, I couldn't say anything thinking that, it might gonna make them feel bad or whatsoever..

ya know, its easier said that done..

but really, don't you wish you could make people listen to you and be a little selfless?

aren't those kind of medicine even exist?

Well, what a scenario to start a new, final and most important semester aite?

No worries, I wont do something stupid..

But if I had a chance to escape or run from all this, I will do that..you wish!

nah...I wont run from my problem..I just need a time and space to thing about it first..heh

So for now, Patience seems like the only way..the only thing I can do...

Well, I shall start my emo 5th sem now..

I just hope the best for this upcoming semester..

hoh!!! Gambateh!!

F.Y.I ; THIS POST HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONE, MERELY JUST ABOUT WHAT'S INSIDE MY MIND RIGHT NOW..

Annoy me, please?

2010-12-06T11:05:00.000-08:00

I've started to think that owning a smart phone is like making an investments..
but then, you'll always ended up losing the value because phones are nothing like properties, the price wont go up by the time, unless it is something like must-have-collectors-edition-whatsoever-smart-ass-phone...

Anyway,I know I've been constantly annoyed my family and friend for the past 6 months (caption needed) by making such, such fuss about what kind of phones Im going to use..
I have few choices that I had in mind, but due to the budget constriction (duh), I'll just pass some of it...
Im not sure why, but most of the phone I used wont last longer than a year...dont get me wrong, I just love changing my gadget and I find it is really exciting, not sure why tough..
Im really not sure what Im going to buy..
but Android based phone (or Windows P7) is what Im up to next..
Some has been suggesting to me just grab an Iphone4, but really, I dont feel like using it when it wont be around me again for the next six months..
and..Blackberry..huh? seriously? Im sorry, I just had a bad experience with QWERTY keypad, (talk about text and drive)...
so, touch screen phone would fit me perfectly..
I got my eyes at this particular brand..
HTC's phone looks awesome and the price are just okey for me..
but really, I need more time to survey and do a lil' more research for now..
and, I might ended up getting an iPhone4 or Blackberry or BLUEBERRY (claps* for caption)..or nothing at all..who knows...
I'll made my mind after visiting the PIKOM Digital Lifestyle Expo (known as PC fair before this)
so until then, I'll keep on bitching bout what phone Im gonna get next....

Tongue twister

2010-11-26T10:55:00.000-08:00

some tongue twister I got from the net,

try saying this words..
it works like any other tongue twister btw...

ALPHA

KENNY

BODY

leave me a message if you cant figure whats behind all this :)

2010-11-21T11:19:00.000-08:00

BORED!
enough said

7th Annual Talent Show, a boost in Korea's addiction

2010-11-14T07:49:00.001-08:00

During my last visit to the little Korea @ Ampang, I literally bumped into a poster about this annual show thinggy,
Well, I wasn't really attracted to it for the first time and doesn't stay long enough to read bout it, still, I managed to snapped a picture of that poster and later,my friend and I just continue buying some stuffs...

Until last Saturday, my korean-addict-friend eagerly asking about this, and he really want to go..
WTH, so I thought I've got nothing to lose and by going there, I might gain something..
so, there I was,
the venue was at the MCA HALL, near to the Nikko Hotel, in case you don't know the place, there is always a thing call Internet.

Since Im still new (and no SO addicted, mind you) with all the Korea thinggy, I thought why not give a try to stay at the hall and watch the performances.
Well, it was awesome and mostly, they speak koreans, which I can understand bout 30% of what their saying, big thanks to the korean dramas and SNSD (google it), and not to mention, my friend which he can speak fairly koreans and understand more than I do.

Speech by the Chairman of the Organization
First performance, dancing group,which, I cant remember what song they danced to

From Malaysia team, presenting the traditional dance

some saxophonist by the talented Koreans

These girl were AWESOME!! They danced to the BROWN EYED GIRL's ABRACADABRA

and these boys, they were just a-muh-zing!!

There were like 3 performances using the same song,

and this one is the best! They danced it in style from BEAST's Soom/Breath

this picture has nothing erotic about it at all, and just so you know, this group rock the stage with more than 12 members and the leader is that girl in white. I cant remember how long they were on the stage,but the songs they used were really nice,

some mashed up from the hit songs I think.

They were a lot of performances from both Malaysia and Korea team, but some were just *blah* (if you know what i mean) and wasting of time. Seriously, I had a great time there and felt like, Im literally closer to Korea. Maybe I might consider going to Korea and even, further my studies at the Korea.

Owh yeah, not to mention, Korea had a few world class culinary schools, which I think a BIG bonus for me..

I definitely gonna come again next year for this event!! wooho!!! watch out you Korean b****h!!

Life after Industrial Training

2010-11-04T10:35:00.000-07:00

I just realized its almost 2 months after I completed my first practical training..
both report and final cooking test, CHECKED!
and now, Im simply doing nothing..
bumming around and try to regain back my long lost freedom and happiness seems fun..
but hey, seriously I already started putting on weight now..
I should do something..
Im supposed to do some part time jobs where I did my practical was,
however, they seems like have enough staffs, and they wont need any partimers yet,
and sooo, Im jobless right now..haha
nah, i dont care much..

So,
for the time being,
I'll just chillax and enjoy my lazy days..
and,
more anime and movies to be downloaded!
be prepared oh, my external hard disk!!

My recent anime-crushed, the K-On series!!

quote

2010-08-04T11:11:00.000-07:00

CURRENT FAVOURITE QUOTE:

"what doesn't kill me, only makes me stronger"

Bad things happen around me these few days,
I need to be strong, its a must, there's no options for me..
gotta finish off what I already started..
and hope for a better days ahead..

:'(
E-Jay

2010-07-25T09:28:00.000-07:00

Ok its not that Im lazy to blog or what,
its just that, I merely have much time sitting in front of my laptop due to the tiredness..
Its been a week at the Asian Kitchen and so far so good..
coming home after 11pm is a common thing these days...
gosh, I cant wait to end my practical..

No, no, dont get me wrong..
practical IS fun,
but I think I need time to rest,
you know, like normal people,
watching tv, hangout at the mamak till late night and not worrying if you're able to wake up early the next day, or simply spend 5 hours just to sit still and read your favourite books...
man,I miss those days...

C'mon!!! I know I can go trough this!!!
Few more months to left and after that,
I got plenty of time to burn,till I feel so bored and misses these busy days..

:)
E-Jay

2010-07-13T08:52:00.000-07:00

second months of practical!!

Im trying my best to enjoy 'this moment',
still got no MC's!!! yet! (surprised eh?)
still got my spirit burn..
still whining (in quiet) when doing the works..
still havent write anything (Yes, anything) in the report book..
still trying to adjusting myself with the crazy schedule..

in brief, still got 3 months++ before this practical ends..
I need more motivations just to do better than this..

:)

English Hi-Tea, A Wedding Reception

2010-06-27T21:42:00.000-07:00

The first week at pastry kitchen was terrific,
had to prepare like dozens of product for Sunday's English H-Tea,
Its a wedding reception actually, with the feels of English...

There were beef pies, vegetables quiche, cakes; and I mean like crazy2 super small cakes,
and also cupcakes..
People at pastry kitchen are awesome!!
They're super fast, super precise, and also super creative!!
I need time to catch up with'em, like a lot of time...

Managed to get some pictures during the wedding reception,
and the bride and groom, well, they somehow look familiar,
maybe they're somewhere on the tv or magazines,
urgghh!! I dunno... it doesnt bother me at all...

*Sorry for the crappy pictures*
The theme was plain pink and white, just so you know..
*yucks*

E-Jay
:D

2010-06-13T11:57:00.000-07:00

have you ever feel so uneasy over something?
hold it, uneasy isnt the right word...
misery is the word..

dont you think its guilty to feel misery upon peoples new found happiness?
you feel like your heart's broken..
and you just watch'em again, then your heart broke again,
again and again,
and again.....

I should just focus on my work..
100% concentration on my practical,
absorb anything they give,
take anything,
everything.

Im just

HEARTBROKEN

for awhile,

I'll be

FINE

in no time...

E-Jay
:'(

life goes on

2010-06-06T07:01:00.001-07:00

dunno what I feel right now...
1001 kind of feelings
all mix together..
I feel nauseous,
Im confuse,
Im mad,
Im me...

Gonna handle butcher ALONE for a week,
Im not sure what to do,
I donno if this is correct,
I mean, they ask practical students to do butchery for 3 main kitchens and functions?
Im moved by their trust they put in me,
but I dont think I can handle this,
Physically, im almost to the limit, almost and so close,
Mentally, im trying to motivate myself just to hold on and believing this is one part of what i need to be a great chef...

Recent changes and status and all sort of things on Facebook got me realize,
I have my family,
My cousins
My friends,
they surround me even though they're not here,
I really thankful for that,
Just that,
I wish I had someone special to be around me,
to one who's the first to say 'good morning' to me,
the one who will laugh together when I crack a jokes during my crazy times,
the one who I can share something; different from my family and friends,
the one who will replaced 'her' when she gone 2 years ago...
full stop.

arrrgh!!!!
I just hope this week gonna end fast and without any problems...

E-Jay
:I

current situation

2010-06-02T11:52:00.000-07:00

i swear i've been trying to find my time to update my blog...
after last paper,
rushed back to KL and found that I had only a week to settle bout the practical stuffs..
and here I am..doing my practical and I havent even touch my luggage that i brought back from Penang..

Some might (and will) be asking, how's practical?

Well, practical is great, the people (im lying), the place, and the work..hell yeah the worksssss!!
basically I'll start my work from 11am till 7pm...
arrive at home and do the laundry *ehem*-wash my pants only-...
eat and IF, I have some free time, facebook-ing and sleep..
MUST SLEEP BEFORE 11pm or I wont be able to wake up 9 in the morning...
and the day continue and goes on and on...
until then...........

p/s :Imfuckinghatemyliferightnowcuz'IcantenjoywhatImdoing!!!!!

E-Jay
:0

2010-05-08T13:55:00.000-07:00

she told me its a confirmed...
but then, she need to discuss with someone else first..
I hope her decision on that day was definite..
I hope the HR Manager made up her mind...

I hope I can start my practical same time like the others
i dont wanna wait anymore...
argh....
Shanri-la Putrajaya
Here I come!!
wee~

E-Jay

2010-05-04T12:11:00.001-07:00

I not sure how much pressure I can take more
with the final exams and Industrial Training thiggy,
*exhale*
I wish i can fast forward my life....

With few more days left more for me to stay here in Penang,
I hope I can enjoy my days here, *eyes rolling*...
its not that i hate penang, its just that, i don't this place...simple as that...

2 more papers to go,
few more days to be at home,
and few more hours for the IT interview,
I gotta gather myself and
these few days gonna end fast..
fuhh~~

E-Jay

2010-04-24T10:42:00.000-07:00

Did we create a modern myth
Did we imagine half of it
Would happen in a thought from now

Save yourself
Save yourself
The secret is out
The secret is out

To buy the truth
And sell a lie
The last mistake before you die
So don't forget to breathe tonight
Tonight's the last so say good-bye

Good bye

Leto,J.

E-Jay

2010-04-20T11:37:00.000-07:00

Lectures Evaluation that MUST be done!!!
urgh~

well, my house kindda empty rite now...and yeah...feels like heaven...
but, I need the right mood to study...gargh!
Facebook gonna take the blame!!
-_______-''

Kick-Ass

2010-04-19T11:23:00.000-07:00

Awesome!!

Wicked!!

Cool!!

First papar gonna start on the 23rd..

and after that...

back to Kajang !!

GoGoGo!!

Allez! Allez!! Allez!!!

consequences

2010-04-14T09:13:00.000-07:00

from what i heard..
tomorrow gonna be sucks..
i mean the class gonna be packed, no time to rest and its buffet time for the serving class...
urgh...its the last week for god sake!!!
people supposed to get their head 'ready' for the finals and whatsoever...
i need some rest before the serving class too...
dammit...

Penang's weather these day kindda ruin my moods...
and im not happy with that..

ehm......
sometimes, people see only ONLY what they want...
what the dont...ignore it..
its cool...
just get blinded by the ignorance and there, you're ready to join the monkeys in the zoo
Its good to know that people talks bad behind you....
I mean, i get to know the other side of that people...
talkin' shit bout me..
humph...
not gonna make any differences to me...
Im having and you're not!!!!!!
hahaha

Just remember...
what goes around, comes around...
to those people,
when right time comes,
I'll gonna get the last laughed..
its the consequences YOU GUYS have to bear...

mirror

2010-04-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

its 12.00 o'clock...
and I just came back from serving class...
got RO and ACC test this morning,
hell yeah im tired!!
next week gonna the last week before the final starts...
that means, last week for the serving class, last week for the Comm Kitchen class, and last class for every class...(haiz,so many classes)

I cant wait to be at home...
cant wait to see the hommies...
Im milking all my strength just to be 'another happy face' here
Im and actor, yes, they might have been fooled by me,
or they might already knew..

Sick and tired looking at the usual face with the same sickening attitude...
talk about attitude huh?
cant blame them for being like that..
its the way they carry themselves,
maybe they're born with it..
it the gen...
it is the gen..
blame the donor...

Some might not understand this post,
some might,
other just dont get what Im saying,
dont understand me,
dont try to,
this is me...
the other side of 'happylalame'
to the hommies,
its not bout you guys...
its about the white devils around me...
peace..

E-Jay

this and that

2010-04-05T09:38:00.000-07:00

met countless number of people with some attitude problems last week..
what should i do? these people come and go and i couldn't care less bout them...
sorry, got my own problem to solve people!
but, what i cant stand the most is selfish people...
what should I do with these people?
smash their head with a hammer or just kick'em hard??
in the end...they're just a pain in the ass..
cool down~ what goes around comes around...

Im still waiting for the answer about the industrial training thingy...
yes, I bet theres a lot more people waiting for the reply..

About 2 weeks more before this semester officially ends...
means, a lot more work to do for the reports and test..
a little less time to relax...
and dozens of book to reads before the finals come...
geez...wish had a time machine...

What I need to do now:
-SOD report
-PASTRY , COMM and ASIAN COD reports to be submitted (late)
-revise-account test 2
-revise-Restaurant Operation test 2
-revise-Cost Control test 2

so little time, so many thing to do...
haiz...
I'll be half dead by the end of this week...

chowz..
E-Jay

here and there

2010-03-28T10:49:00.000-07:00

hee~

been excited bout the earth hour...too bad i was too busy until i forgot bout that day..

and yeah...i celebrated earth hour in the car...in middle of traffic jammed at cheras

pathetic~

finally got home...and update blog after 2 days at home

see..i told you..my life been hectic and busy these days...

all the reports and draft and whatsoever....

duh~ i need to find time to study before the final exam coming really really close....

i marely had enough sleep and yeah, i dont care...

had a discussion with ma and pa bout my degree course..

should i continue doing cullinary arts or,

just go for food technology or anything like that...

i know its kindda early to talk about this and i have about a year and half before i finished diploma...

but i need to decide now...

so far, i cant decide about that yet,

we'll see how my industrial training goes...

ouh...bout industrial training...

someone please tell me which hotel i'll go for the practical!!!

i need to know now!!

my heart beats like crazy whenever my friends talk about this industrial training...

gosh~

hurry up..i need to know where..whether i got that hotel or not..............

better off to bed now...

gotta a bus to catch at 9 am..

just hope managed to arrive before 2 o'clock

or,

I'll just skip my class..hehehe...

sorry madam~

E-Jay

2010-03-14T06:30:00.000-07:00

MOVE YOUR A**
I SICK AND TIRED WITH YOU!!!
GET YOURSELF A REAL LIFE
AND PLEASE~!!!
BE MATURED!!!

whata shitcake!!!!
pfftt!!!

2010-03-07T11:18:00.000-08:00

everything around me seems so irritating these days...
sometimes i think its easier when i walk i path on my on...
but what about 'the others' gonna say?
ist really hard to pleased everyone while keeping your heart feeling okey
is it wrong for me not to say 'okey' and instead just walk away?

Maybe im not angry or mad..
it just that..
YOU PEOPLE NEED TO STOP PISSING ME OFF!!!!!!!
SERIOUSLY!!!

E-Jay
-___-"

2010-03-06T23:12:00.000-08:00

its not like i cant handled this reallymakemyeyespin weather...
its just that, i think its unfair for me to wear a formal attire (EVERYDAY) to go to class with in this weather...
how i wish i could stay at home, have some iced peach tea and just lay back or something...

Marely got time to go for a yumcha due to the busy schedule..
yup...blame the schedule...
I really need to be strong...just few (few) more weeks before this semester ends...

2010-02-28T08:51:00.000-08:00

Penang's weather really killing me these days...
the sun shines directly above my head and melts away my brain...
sweats rushing out and drenched your shirt, making my day ever more miserable....
my already tanned skin..haiz..become even darker...
how i wish i could skip all this....

haven't play Truth or Dare for a long (long) time..
dammit.. I hate that game....
even hate the game when all your deep dark secrets were asked...
argh!!!
fucking hate the game!!

practical classes

2010-02-19T11:47:00.001-08:00

I realize I've post nothing regarding to this semester practical classes...
Its not that im lazy (for real!!?) or something...
Its just that...this semester practical classes are rather boring and tiring, stressful and....NOT FUN AT ALL!!!!

So,
on Commercial Kitchen Class..technically we're just applying what we've learned during the last two sems...how managed time(cooking everything on time) and menu constructing sorts of thing...
and everything must be cooked in big bulk...yup....so, more time on preparation and more time to cooked....

Dessert for the commercial class...can you guess what the heck are those thing?

Next,

This is like the most tiring class ever~

I mean like you have to stand like one tunggul and menu take orders all kind of things

treat your customer and always smile in front of your customer~~ :)

-_________-"

I still want to know whats the main purpose learning this Serving Class...

Its really irritating..all the protocols and whatsoever....

Luckily the lecturers are cool...

and im getting used to this class...no more cursing and back pain after the class..

yea...maybe im getting used already...

Lol,

Another kitchen for this sem is Malaysian Kitchen...

This is a kitchen where you cannot play around and do whatever you like...

most people would just underestimated this kitchen..ever my self at first..

but, its really tough in here even though most of the menu ur dealing were already

somewhat familiar to you....

and....the best part is...

you have to do preparation for your menu from scratch...

say, if you wanna use coconut milk...

you'll have to break the coconut, grate, and milking it in a traditional manner...

no santan kotak or sorts of thing...

Cow's Tongue

yeah...u've read right people...

Lol, Ive to deal with this thing during the Kerabu Week...

Lemme say, it looks weird but taste just like any ordinary meat...

ouh wait! this picture was taken after the first layer of the cow's tongue skin has been removed..

believe me, before that....it looks way~ uglier than this....

coconut grater machine

Its takes some pro to use this machine..

I've tried this twice and still I hurt my fingers with this lil monster..
uh, wonder when I'll be able to use this thing without any blood spills..huhu~

Better go to sleep now...

going back to Penang tomorrow..haiz...

E-Jay

2010-02-18T10:17:00.000-08:00

.......and so...
On the way to Bentong....
I was busy snapping pictures and listening to the mp3...
and met this interesting group of Vespa riders...yup...
old vespa that still can functioning well, in fact, they managed to climb
the Genting-Sempah Higway (if you know what im talking about)...im amazed...
geez...they must put lots of efforts to maintain those bikes...

look how cool this this picture is!!

teehee!!

Anyway...the main purpose to Bentong was to accompanied a cousin's family
for an engagement ceremony or anything what they called...
It was a simple ceremony, with lots of Malay's cultures involves and what can I say...
I might go through the same thing like they did that day...

Technically, this ceremony was great since I can improved my knowledge more
on the Malay adat and resam (gosh!! look how skema my words are! like writing for the karangan BM only)
and....after the ceremony ended ( my family and I took off early..haha)
We're just went home and...sleep!!
The weather....all I can say is...it was all sweaty and nice! (eww)

E-Jay
:)

Home!

2010-02-16T11:15:00.000-08:00

Finally...Im home people!!
Im HOME!!
haven't got myself a real nice rest yet...but its ok...
still got few days more before im back to the cage...

Rushing off to the bus terminal as soon as i finished my kitchen class last Friday...
luckily still got time to packing my stuffs before rushing (again) to catch my bus at 1 am...
what really pissed my off was..
the bus were late! I MEAN LIKE A REAL LATE!!
got me wait for about 3 hours!! dammit!!

Arrived at kajang bout 8 am the next day...
and just got some(not enough) rest at home..
cuz next day have to go to Bentong~

woke up at 9 realizing that im still need more sleep..
ah...later can sleep inside the car...but,
instead of sleeping...
I was busy snapping pictures(very jakun one) and listening to the mp3...
since that day was like the first day of the CNY..
I thought there wont be any traffic jammed at the Genting-Sempah Highway
damn man...I was wrong....
It took about 2 hours stuck with the heavy traffic....

to be continued.....

;)

2010-02-04T10:06:00.000-08:00

O' ooooooo!!!
I upload nothing about my kitchen class this sem!
Obviously this semester kitchen are'nt kids play anymore
ooo~ and Kitchen Asians is superbly nice!! ( I learnt a lot!!!!!)
and HARD!! (duh!!)

Getting used with this hectic life! (thanx to the haywire schedule! muahxx!)
already submit my resume for the next sem industrial practical...
hopefully got a nice place to learn...
ouh ouh! cant wait for this mid term break!!

E-Jay
:I

2010-01-13T07:38:00.000-08:00

I know somethings wrong with me...
but I donno whats going on with me
whats happening to me?
whats going on with me?
arrgh!!!!!
I got cranky over lil things and I seriously need some anger management therapy!
argh!!!

Right now...
Im so close to believing myself that I have multiple disorder
one moment im happy, another time, I just wanna be alone..
I got stressed easily just by thinking about 'that'
lalala~

=I
E-Jay

2010-01-11T12:02:00.000-08:00

i thod everything has settled down...
now,
changes has been made with that alreadyhaywirestupid timetable...
crap!
Im so gonna dead with all this mess!!
=_______=

HELP!!

:(
E-Jay

2010-01-08T12:43:00.000-08:00

'love' my new timetable..
basically, I'll be busy everyday except on wednesday..
cuz theres no class at all..just stupid ko-ko...
man, its just a first week and Im already complaining bout this and that..

Serving class is like WAAAY scarrier than I thought...
I could never expect whats gonna happpen this semester...
lets just hope its gonna be a wonderful semester....

p/s: fcuking hate this sem timetable!!!! seriously, someones gonna die because of this new timetable!

=o
E-Jay

-.-

2009-12-28T11:54:00.000-08:00

씨발 !
씨발 !!
씨발 !!!
씨발 !!!!

gonna off to Penang in few more hours...
argh...
need to settle lot of stuffs there..
crap!
I wish I could stay at home longer thou...

:(
E-Jay

2009-12-27T12:54:00.000-08:00

cant help this feeling..
it has been 2 months..
I've been doing just fine until you texted me few days back..
"how r u? i've been doing great here. i'll be back to m'sia before the new years eve. hope can see you and clarifies whats happend between us"
-too bad im gone to penang by 29th December-

dedicated to Y..
Its not my attention to write this 'emo' post
I know you'll be reading my blog and stalking me on my Facebook
I dont mind
I know whats happened between us was just another phase; just like you said
but, I started to realized, distance relationship wont last long..
Im here, and you're like thousand miles away from me
the Internet and phone were the only way we can talk to each other

Y,
we were still young when we first met,
we were busy with our SPM and,
you were with him, I was was with her,
we never had a chance to meet before

Y,
I still remember the first time you cried, because of that korean drama
Stairway to Heaven the titled is..
I was freaked out when you cried, dunno what to do
should I console you or just stoning myself in front of you?

Because of you,
I started to know about all those korean dramas..
all this while, all I knew was anime..
I started to listen to chinese song,
I started to care for other people

First time we had a problems,
I tried to call you, again and again, but you ignored my calls..
for almost a week..
that was one of my worst week in my life..
I was lonely,
trying to call you like some crazy desperate people
then you called, ' I lost my phone' you told me...
hey, I wasnt born yesterday,
thous, I told you its okey...

I still cant believe I knew someone like you..
someone so opposite from me..
someone so special too me once..
someone that believe Im a great guy

*sigh*
do you remember our song?
I still keep our favourite song close with me
donno why I should keep the song..
maybe it reminds me of you,
or maybe that song is just great..

Just so you know,
I made trough my 2nd sem finals quiet okey,
3 pointer but not in the Dean's list..
Im not gonna blame you for what happened..
maybe its just....meant to be....

Y,
Next year you'll be away again...
you have to do what you need to be..
I'll be here, not going anyway till the right time comes,
maybe France, maybe Swiss or maybe just Japan,
we'll see where Im gonna further my studies..

Until then,
I hope you all the best in whatever you do in your life..
who knows, maybe we'll meet again someday,
but I doubt it gonna be this soon..

You told me that you hope we still can be friends,
and I just hope the same,
maybe not a close friend, just friends
1 year and half with you is just another piece of memories I had,
next year we'll turn to 20...
I hope Im on the right track...
and,
I hope you'll be a greatest designer ever..

'Y, I know you can recognize this song'

The sparrow outside the window is being noisy on the electrical wire
You say that this sentence has a lot of that summer feeling
The pencil in my hand, sketched back and forth on the paper
I use a few lines to describe who you are to me
The taste of the fish, the cat and you both want to understand
The fragrance of first love we remembered vividly
That warm sunlight, is like the brilliant freshly-picked strawberries
You say you can't bear to eat up this feeling.
Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows just like rainwater
The fallen leaves in the yard, thickly overlaps with my lingering thoughts
A few words of dispute, cannot cool my warmth
You appear in my poem's every page
Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows just like rainwater
Butterfly on the window still, is like the beautiful chapter that flutters about in the poem
I continue to write, to write my eternal love for you into the poem's ending
You are the only understanding I want
missed your cheek, just like the ripened tomato in the fields
then,you suddenly told me that the name of a beautiful orange jasmine

:x
E-jay

2009-12-21T11:05:00.000-08:00

Window shopping

Went to the Borders @ the Gardens few day ago..
saw 'this' book..took a glanced at it and just walked away..
now..I kept on thinking about that book and how it'll be useful if I had it..
I should've just grabbed that book!!
Grr! now Im searching that book like crazy all over the book stores in KL!
Times @ Pavillion = 'no stock'
Kinokuniya @ KLCC= sure the price will make your fingers digging deeper in your wallet...

*********************************************************************************

Saw this coolestshoesever at Adidas @ Pavillion...
the design, color, and I bet its comfortable...
but the price..*argh!!!*
-remember what Ma always said..student dont need to use expensive stuffs-

-_______-"

argh...its really annoying when people kept asking...
'hey, what happened to your laptop?'
ok..theres some smudge at my laptop..
ITS FOOD COLORING peoples!!!!!
that's what happened when you bring your laptop to the kitchen!

Called DELL few days ago and ask about the laptop skin..
hehehe..cost about rm150 for the cover..chey~~
but...it gonna takes couple of months for the delivering only...
damn!

******************************************************************************

Really malas wanna drive from Kajang to Mid Valley..
traffic jams and all sort of things... (you know how Malysians drivers are)
still, I need to get the book before goin off to Penang...
Right..some people might suggest to take KTM to Mid Valley..
but hey..KTM is like the worst train ever~
ok third worst considering the train at India and Indonesia...
and seriously..what happened to all the manners taught when you at school?
dont you know pushing peoples is a mandatory...literally..
seriously..the government just wasting our money doin all the Budi Bahasa campaign..

:o
E-jay

2009-12-16T11:02:00.000-08:00

So its true then the registration will be on 2nd January..
Lol..I'm so not ready to go back to Penang...
wish I could stay at home longer..
but then, I've nothing to do pulak *sigh*..

3rd semester, second year and Im turning 20!
seems so hard to believe..

"Hi! Im Ahmad Faisal and Im 20 years old"
LOL! sounds so OLD and awkward...
better get use to that line before next year..
Lalala~

hehe :p
Ejay

Good Ol' Reunion

2009-12-13T09:29:00.000-08:00

Just came back from KHS Buletin Club Annual Reunion...
it was awesome...
finally I had a chance to talk and catching up with some ol' friends and seniors and teachers..

Bangi Golf Clubhouse
the place was....errmm
soo green i guess...
the food...erm...sucks..no...It was BAD!!
haha...guess you cant get so much when you paid so little...
Few years back Reunion were EVEN better..

Had a long, good old chat with Reedo and Norman after that..
hah...wonder when this chance will come again...

What should I do tomorrow?
I think I should come up with some plan every time before the semester break...
or I'll ended up doing nothing..
like NOW!

:p
E-jay

boring

2009-12-04T10:54:00.000-08:00

I know I should post something as soon as I finished my finals
what to do..
I forgot password for my blog..
FINALLY........here I am!!!!!!
silly me..

Truth is...
I don't have much things wanna post here
not yet, at least that's what I can say...

I should've known this semester break would be super duper boring..
Staying up till 4 am and woke up at 2 pm..
NO LIFE AT ALL!!!!

Things with her..
all I can say...
distance relationship aint gonna work..
haiz..
there goes my mood...

Right now...
Im just bored, bored, bored, bored and bored!!!!!!!!!!!

bla~ bla~

2009-11-01T11:35:00.002-08:00

Urgh!!!!
It has been 3 days We're singing and yelling and making noise at the karaoke house...
Guys..you gotta stop 'forcing' me to sing...
I need to study or at least..read my notes..

Oh oh...
just saw Jennifer's Body...
It was a nice movie to watch...
and a very very sexy movie too..
hoho...worth to watch..

Love you, Megan Fox!

weee~~~~~~

2009-10-30T21:03:00.000-07:00

swt...

woke up at 9.30 am on weekends just to find out that I havent finish reading the learning guide

yes people...I do read...

well..sometimes...sue me

saw my carry marks few days ago..

got me frustrated, but now,

I dont really care..

paiseh..

I got 3 more papers to settle...

3 more excruciating papers...

damn...I can care less and be a lil more laid back can I?

Just like my friends did...

Got my broadband fixed..

Yeah!! finally I can online like I used to..

~.~

Memo 2

2009-10-26T10:06:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE!! LOOK WHAT I FOUND!!

Recent post on facebook nowadays got me envy...

Yup...they will face their destiny soon...

really soon..

The graduation pictures makes me think..

What if I stay and do the form 6?

How my life would be then?

Nah..these are just my random thoughts...

Soon, I might see some of my friends again...

doing degree or fly to somewhere...

I have to admit..

doing form 6 wasnt the sweetest thing happened to me,

but the people I met there..

I met new people on the same old place...

the feeling was totally different...

But, old friends...still I miss em'..

During that time...

Keanji and I were on the same class...

others just go different way...

and then, I decide to try to account class..

met Tat Joon and Chun Hoe...

but still lepak with Ooi Jie, Chin and Nick..and more familiar faces..

and then....I left...

I miss listening to those long speech during the assembly days...

well....at least...we pretend to listen to...

Bah~~ just mind my own business la...

I still got finals to worry to...
Bah~~need some sleep...gotta go back to Penang this morning...

Memo

2009-10-25T05:21:00.000-07:00

I feel terribly ashamed right now because of my laziness...
the last post was almost 2 months ago...
and I dont really had the feel to blog before this...
test,exam,test,exam and more coming up...
it wasnt this hard, this busy during this early semester..
how I wish I could owned back the time I lost...

French test and Kitchen test were finally over..
but paper test are coming up next...
I suddenly realized..

..next year I'll be in 3rd semester..
..another sem before off for practicals..
..my friends at the KHS are struggling for their STPM..
..I miss my old friends...my high school friends...
..my finals will be in few days from now..

Today, I found an old picture inside one of my form 6 books...
Suddenly those memories just flash back into my head..

...to be continue....

Random Pictures

2009-08-30T14:44:00.000-07:00

Some pictures I took just for fun..others, I just took the pictures for ideas in coming competition....just hope i can enter the next competition...

LAMB RACK (no more rack lerhh)
CHICKEN ROULADE WITH CRANBERRY SAUCE

SMOKED MEAT WITH HONEY BARBECUE SAUCE

GRILLED SEAFOOD WITH TANGERINE SAUCE

These were what I made for the competition, and of course, with the help from chefs...

They were for display competition and just so you know...those are not edible...
same goes with some pictures below...

they were all for display purpose...but in different category than mine laa...

Chocolate Mannequin (turned out to be a real man ler)

BELOW THESE WERE FOR SALES.....

I know....those are too pretty to be food...

Seems like the 'lazytoblog' disease has been spread faster than I thod...

anyway...this post will be one of the post that has lots and lots of pictures on it...

Just some random pictures I took from the competition I went at the KLCC few weeks ago...

some are eadible and for sale, most are not eadible..

So until next time...happy fasting month and, SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA!!

Busy... >.<

2009-08-22T21:29:00.000-07:00

Ive been so busy for last few weeks...
I mean, after the Cullinaire competition stuffs and away for a weeks from the class,
I've missed a lot of things in my class...
the moment I came back from the competition,
quizzes and test test are coming like arrow shower and seriously, I need to catch up a lot what I missed in class....
The h1n1 symptoms seems wont fade away...
people around me were coughing, sneezing, and having fever....
I got no way to run...even a mask and a sanitizer wont prevent me from gettin' those things
Darn it...thank you people....thank you so much...
Now I have to study with my head feeling weird and throat feels like being poke with thousands of needles...

About the cullinaire....I'll find some time to upload some pictures....
and yes....I didn't won anything....
Its a big disappointment to me...
though I know its a first time being into this such thing,
but hey,I was one of the two peoples who didn't won anything...
I mean, f**k off!! I MUST NOT THINK ABOUT THIS COMPETITION ANYMORE!!!
but still, inside me, theres a voice keep telling me, 'if only this,if only that'......
dammit...leave me alone!!!!

=___=

2009-07-31T11:11:00.001-07:00

Im having some sort of headache at the moment and its really really killing me!!
Still, I wanna share some pictures I took from my kitchen classes last week....hehe

Pastry Kitchen

we did the Choux Pastry or in short

CREAM PUFFS!!

Okey...it was damn hard to make this little thinggy thing....Its also kindda rare and usually normal Bakery shops dont really have this kindda of pastry....and its also......really really really Delicious!!!

Garde Manger Kitchen

we did...

Hors D'oeuvre (dunno if I spell it right)

or known as

Appetizer.....haha...lol~~

Its was fun making this thing...and not really hard to make one....
Okey...until then...I need to go first...need to take some aspirin and get some sleep...

Daaa~~~hahahaha....

Peace wink

2009-07-28T11:13:00.000-07:00

Hahaha....basicaly I wasnt so busy untill a phone call makes me feel like I need to freze the time..

ok..Now im totally busy and in the middle of something...

Right now Im on break...dunno why The UITM giving us break because of the H1N1...

I hate when they do that....

Because...later need to replace class mah!! and not to mention....

They cut off this coming Hari Raya holidays....

I was like...What The what??!! NO WAY!!

what if the H1N1 come again? Cuti again?

Aiiyoohhh~ die lorh like that...

Hehe...dunno why somehow I feel like I need to post some pictures during first Pastry class...

I never ever play with all the pastry stuffs before this...and it was my first attempt to make..Pie..

Wallla~~ Apple Pie~

Haha...I know! It looks delicious...haha lol!

Orders can be made from>>>>>>>>

haha!! joking!

Perasan only....haha

Last Day at Home

2009-07-02T11:44:00.000-07:00

Its almost 3 am still, I cant sleep...

man...I feel really really lazy going back to Penang...

I haven't pack my stuffs yet....and mum said we're going off to Penang before 7 am...

great.....

Lots of stuffs need to buy since Im going to stay at outside the college for a year before gone to practical on semester 4.....

This semester going to be interesting....

I'll be doing some baking and just hope it will be fun...

Okey...truth is....I don't really feel anything whenever Im thinking going back to the campus

Not afraid nor excited, not happy or anything to describe a feeling...

just moodeless...is there any such word meh?? hahah

Plus...mum keep asking me to take a very very very good care of my bike....the area I'll be staying had a lot of problem with motocycle lost and anything like that...

okey I get it ma....sometimes your stuffs just gone without any signs or anything...

even we take a good care of it....

That's what we called F.A.T.E not careless....

I gotta go now....
Need to push myself to get some sleep...
And people....

I'll blog if I had a time

ZapP!

2009-07-02T01:11:00.000-07:00

Im so sorry my Blog....I've been busy (doing nothing) until I got no time to update....

truth is....I have nothing much to blog nowadays and...

minds keep busy thinking bout hows the 2nd semester feels like when Im no longer stay in the College...

Is it going to be fun (no curfew) or bad?

Anyway..back at home...something has happened...

Do you know what happen when LIGHTNING....+

THE CPU ?

it will cost you money!!
YES....

M.O.N.E.Y

D.U.I.T

l'A.R.G.E.N.T (frc)

okeyhhh....you get the point....

the cost to repair one CPU is almost like you buy a new computer, people!!

and not to mention...all the data, lost....damn!

That's for now...

I shall blog again tonight(maybe) since tomorrow, Im going back to Penang for new semester...

Movie

2009-06-13T11:29:00.000-07:00

Its 2.30 in the morning and..

I just came back from the cinema...

I've been waiting to see this movie ever since the trailer came out...

WARNING!!

Spoiler Ahead

For those who hate spoiler, kindly skip this post

This movie seriously will give you a real heart attack if you don't have a strong heart since there are like dozens of surprise stuff happened at the movie...don't get me wrong..its not scary...just too much of surprises....until you actually feel tired with all the surprises....and in the end...you only just can laugh at it....

The beginning was like a HELL-LOTS-OF-AWESOME!!

Its was cool and really scary at first...

and you actually can feel the 'feels' of watching old horror flick...

maybe its just the sound they used or something...you'll understand what Im saying if you already watched the movie...

After like in the middle of the movie, I was laughing soo hard watching this movie because it was soo unreal...donno what has got into me...

Somehow some scenes in the movies are like too much...

too plastic and so weird...

and..that Ghanush lady actually 'kissed 'the heroin in this movie more than the heroin boyfriend did..

The ending was great but I wish the ending would be different though..

And...Im actually still confuse about this movie..

Is it supposed to be a Horror Flick or just Dark Humour or BOTH?

You decide and tell me after you watch this movie...

Kampung Picturesque

2009-06-10T10:38:00.000-07:00

For almost a week, I've been posted to my kampung..

At first, I felt like very malas want to go there..

Later, I changed my mind...dunno what happened..

Its not that I didn't wanna go there..

just that..Im afraid I might get bored there...

Anyway..my kampung isn't that kampung...

it is located in the Ampang....

Grandma's place aren't that bad..

10 mins away from the KLCC...

5 mins away from the nearest LRT..

and the 7 / 11 mart like a foot away from the house..

I only brought my phones to kampung,

as I know my notebook would be useless there..

since it is impossible to get any WiFi there..

and I haven't owned a broadband yet...

Anyway...grandma's health aren't so good..

she barely can walk due to the osteoarthritis

and I'm supposed to go there to accompany her..

supposedly lah~~

few days at the kampung....

Im dead bored...

I got nothing to do..

I grabbed my phone and just simply snapped pictures around the house..

and the pictures turned out to be quite nice (my opinion only)...

The mango trees in front of the house bearing like tons of mangoes that time...

too bad most of it arent completely ripe yet...

but who cares....

I really wanna taste those mangoes sooo badly until I turned into one greedy beast...

HAHA! PROVEN!!
'ALOE VERA'

When grandma used to be healthy..

she did lots of gardening...

and I enjoyed seeing so many trees around the house..

fells like....so refreshed...

'PANDAN TREE'

I've always come to grandma's house every Friday whenever I free

Its easier to go to the mosque for the Friday prayer from grandma's house..

I got lots of pictures at the kampung..

but most of the pictures are Sis pictures camwhoring using my phone...

Anyway...I had a good time staying at the kampung...

I still will come there every Friday tough...

Looking back at these pictures...

I seriously think I need new camera...

*sigh*

Sure I'll own one DSLR camera very soon..

VERY SOON....

short note

2009-06-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

OMG...OMG
Im soooo excited!!
I know this news aren't that NEW anymore....sue me for being sooo out-dated
I heard there will be new Toy Story movie!!
I'm not being childish...its just that...this movie will definitely will bring back all those memories when I was a child...
Anyway...cant wait to see the Toy Story 3 coming up at the cinema!!

and...
Grissom of CSI has already confirmed (more like he slipped this news away from his mouth)...
that...
THERE WILL BE ONE BIG MOVIE for the CSI team...
and hell yeah..Im excited!!

I need to go now...just came back from somewhere...
and tired like.....(cannot describe)...

eXpeRimEnT 101

2009-06-03T10:38:00.000-07:00

This whole week, I have to wake up early to send my sis for her extra classes during this holiday...

and after that...its really hard for me to go sleep again..

Well...today I felt extremely boring and got nothing to do...

I also malas to move around since the weather here aren't so pleasant

and so...after looking trough my cooking book....

I decide to cook something simple...

something like Nasi Ayam...

haha...

WARNING

Keep your drool away from you computer

and so...the preparation were made.....ingredients for the Nasi...the sauce..the soup...and of course...the Chicken...I was like blur blur at the morning and I didn't really know how to make the chicken rice....at the end....I CAMPAK everything and let it cook...muahahaha

and this is black pepper chicken....

after bout almost 1 hour and half....I managed to finished the cooking....

and suddenly I remember that I need to practice the garnishing and decoration for the Malaysian Cullinaire this August...

well...Im really not good when it comes to the decoration...

I'll just do whatever I like and just make sure everything is neat....

Deco no 1...what do you think?

Deco no 2...I prefer this one....

After bout half an hour thinking and experimenting with some creative decoration for my chicken rice.....I gave up...I need to feed my stomach leh.....Well...there are reasons why I roll the rice into ball...I once eat this type of chicken rice back in Penang from the street hawker....and the Taukeh told me his recipe originated from Melaka....huh? Melaka is my hometown..how come I've never seen anything like this before....guess I have to find out bout this when I come to Melaka....

what happened when you feel tired and run out of ideas?

this is what happened....imagination runs wild...maybe too wild

'an Alien looking dark soy sauce try to invade the chicken and rice'....haha

Remember what Mummy told...

DON'T PLAY WITH THE FOOD CHILDREN...

...

2009-06-03T10:19:00.000-07:00

hah...finally I met my friends...

didn't do much...just lepak..

catching up and borak-borak...

and then hit the bowling alley....

Keanji decided to try his luck on that day

at the bowling center....I met more friends there..

they had some bowling tournament at that time...

I was too excited catching up with all the people until I forgot to snap pictures...

somehow...I managed to snap one....

anyway...I really had a great time there...though it only for a short time and some cannot make it...still, I'm glad to see all my friends 'barely' alive doing the form 6...

Well, hope can see my friends more especially during this holiday...

BOOH-SAN~

2009-05-25T05:29:00.000-07:00

Im bored...

I got nothing much to do...

Haha...actually..I enjoyed being at home..

but...the wheather here....(hoho)

Its like killing me....

Anyway....

I'll just sit at home quietly,

hang out in front of my green Dell...

or...Sms-ing and kacau-ing my friends......

or...just go minum-minum wherever I want....

All by my self....

sounds pathetic rite....

But believe me, I enjoyed it....

Haiz...I wanna meet my o' friends...

all busy with their exams now...

Well...cant be helped...

maybe I'll meet 'em when they aren't so busy....

closing the first part

2009-05-11T09:45:00.000-07:00

Well, seems like I finally got some free time to blog....
(huh! finally)....
Currently on the sem break....for about 1 month and half I think.....
anyway....Im surprised I finished the first sem without any burn marks or bruises or even a cut from a knife....hahah.....
Im gonna sit and relax myself during this sem break and Im gonna make sure I enjoy it.....
So, old friends....I will haunt you back!! haha...especially those at KHS doin' the upper six now...hahah
I started the first sem without any cooking skills at all......seriously....
Lets see....I did a lot of stuffs this sem.....urgh~Im not gonna recall all one-by-one anyway......
So far, I know how to make some so called basic western foods......
first class assessment.......we (only) made breakfast! =_=!
the subjects were crazy.....and the class was crowded (picture was taken during the final exam)

somehow I manage to captured the picture.....

(this picture was taken just before I entered the exam hall) my heart was pumping like crazy during the finals.....and I almost fainted; I only sleep not more than 3 hours everyday during this exams month...
Owh yeah.....for The Management assignment...my class has to organized a trip and apply what we've learnt during The Management subject...boooring~~~~o_O

and my class went to the Ferringhi.....the trip was fun! It was a right on time sweet escape for me......

So for now.....the books will be put aside....(yay!!)
Urgh~~still need to brush up my cooking skills and yeah....need to practice my French some more....haiz....
To all the DCA peoples....

bonnes vacances et a bientot

lalala~~~

2009-04-12T09:44:00.000-07:00

argh~~put this song away from my head.......=_=!!

STUDY(holiday) week

2009-04-12T08:50:00.000-07:00

Finally back to home for study week...

and went to the PC Fair too....

It was one of the reasons why I came back to KL....(duh!)

Well, it was soo crowded until you feel like you're in sardine can!

and....you can touch someone ass and go just like that...(opss)..hahah

but Im a good boy,thank you......and I wont do something like that...(hehe)

anyway...the pc fair was fucking boring!! I usually spend hours and hours there just to look around....

but now.....It was plain dead Boring!! Argh!! what happened to the audio room? I was like "what the heck? where's da audio room?" and I left The Boring PC Fair to The Chillis to grab some meals...yes....'some meals' with my family laaa...of course

A day before that...my family and I went to The Curve.....

went for window shopping....

(mum and sis were busy doing what the girls like)

and head to The......

for lunch....

and we ordered donno-what-they-called-this chicken
and pizza.....and more..I think....

Im (not) Okey

2009-04-05T07:04:00.000-07:00

Im okey for now...
just 2 weeks more before the final exam starts...
and i still want to rest some more...
hahaha...i still have to force myself to study...

Im okey for now.....
I lost my precious phone...
On the morning of my fucking birthday...
Well.....
Im okey for now.....

damn

2009-03-18T07:24:00.000-07:00

I cant sleep....
my eye bag starts to appear like my eyes been painted with mascara by one crazy b***h
anyway....One morning...I start a conversation with my shopaholic friend...
I asked him whether he would like to join me to go shopping.....and he gave me one expression like *I hate shopping* and...i assumed that he doesn't want to join me...
Then....
about half an hour later....he called me*eh bob---where are you? wait for me...i wanna go to~~*....and luckily...i was waiting for the fucking damn slow Rapid Penang.....and so....he showed up few minutes later and do another face like*fuck you~how come u never ask me when u wanna go buy stuffs*....I was like *huh* at that time and went to buy my stuffs WITH him.....

I went to watch THE WATCHMEN during the short holiday*it wasn't even a holiday anyway*....
and I was fucking surprised when I saw the movie.....It was horrible, boring and..the plots were everywhere......not to mention.....there are bunch of superheroes with super tight weird costumes*talk about fetish huh*....gosh!! i fell like I was cheated......gimme back my 10 bucks and my 1 hour 45 minutes!!

OMFG

2009-03-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

hoho...Few more weeks till the finals.....
Few more assignment ....to be done
and....few more weeks till the long, long break.....
muahhahaha....

okey....i know it has been long time since my last update....but bvelieve me......
studying at UiTM isn't as easy as you think....
attending the compulsory KESATRIA.....(u have to kawad kaki during the KESATRIA time).......
is like the worst nightmare come to life when it is one of the must-score subject....or.....
you have to repeat again next sem.....(wargh!!!.....my head is like going to kou-kou soon leh...)
and someone....anyone...please send me one memory card reader so I can upload tonz of pictures from my phone....

Lol~so many things I wanna put to my blog.....but.......*hoh*.....I'll see if i got time lorh~

ps:- during this particular blog updates....i just got muscle cramp....
and I blame this particular so-called extra curicular activity....

lol

2009-02-27T12:20:00.000-08:00

I have no to idea what to blog and I am absolutely dun have a lot of free time to play around like i used to.....
assignment has been passed up...(but few more are coming)
Now, more test are coming and soon; there will be finals..
i need one nice sweet escape just to relax my rusty mind cuz i fell like going to pass out.....soon enough....
maybe one little trip to the Batu Ferigghi would be just nice....
sorry guys...I am really really out of ideas at the moment.....
take care...and see ya soon.....

mysuperhecticlifefornow

2009-02-11T05:39:00.000-08:00

TEST 1 ARE COMING ~~
NEED TO STAY FOCUS~~
ASSIGNMENTS NEED TO SEND TO LECTURER A.S.AP~~
hoh! HECTIC AND TIRED!!
that's all for now folks.....

Finally~~

2009-01-28T01:06:00.000-08:00

Hem.....at first week...I was bored and decide to go to The Island; since Uitm isn't located at The Main Island....My friend and I have to take ferry to go there.....huhu...anyway....the fare was really really cheap...RM1.20 from Butterworth to The Island...
enjoying the scenery of the ocean....

Feeling a lil' seasick...it was my second time taking a ferry....

people of Penang must've been bored taking this slow and boring ride....

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Culinary Arts......I DIDN'T TO THIS DELICIOUS-EDIBLE-BEAUTIFUL PASTRY.....yet!!

THIS is what I learned at the kitchen....(with all my classmate)

HOW......TO......MAKE......BREAKFAST.......

sounds boring heh?? Believe me...its not easy.....

The easiest part was....Tapow-ing the food and eat like theres no tomorrow....wahaha

Looks boring and not delicious?? I hate to do decorations....as simple as that....sue me....

Gong Xi Gong Xi

2009-01-28T00:54:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year 2009, the Year of Earth Ox.........
Nothing much to say....to whom celebrate CNY, hope You all have a Prosperous and Wonderful year of 2009...hehehe
especially to my friends....Gong Xi Gong Xi!!!

Boredandtiredandcan'twaittogohome

2009-01-09T00:51:00.000-08:00

I'm bored,sick and tired of this place at the moment cuz the rules are like s**t!!
Seriously,If i had a better options...sure I'll go different place....

So anyway,I wanted to uploaded latest picture here but, the UiTM server like f***ing weird...
1) you can't open any streaming websites....Yes..that means no YOUTUBE baby....
2) the Internet speed here is nothing faster than a turtle.it took almost 10 minutes to open my e-mail
3) Strictly NO MSN!! OMG...how am i supposed to live without my MSN...
4) They said this Uitm is a whole-campus-so-called WiFi area....means...you can surf internet whenever you are, as long as you in this campus...but, It was ONE BIG FAT LIE!!! damn!!
5) The foods are like...gosh!! If had a chance to enter the cafeteria's kitchen...I'll cook something better than what they did....

Hurgh...I missed my place....
I missed my bowling center...
I missed my Low Yatt...
and I missed lots and lots of things.....

weiiiwuu

2008-12-23T08:23:00.000-08:00

This post gonna be my last post for...I dun know for how long....but if I had time to sneek out to do blogging.....Im sure I'll do that.....

I'll keep this post as simple as it is...

so.....see ya next time...friends

2008-12-22T03:55:00.001-08:00

OK fellas....you read it right.....its not the camera angle or anything...its just..as it is...I found this so called signage at the entrance of some wedding I went....and it just caught my intention right away.....so....anyone can spot the mistake? hehehe....^_^

Here is the other angel of that thing.....and NO ENTER....but still, I ENTER...hehehe

HARAP MAAF? Well.....i dun know what they meant...either "sorry, cannot enter' or something else.....anyway....I eat some Nasi Minyak on that day and was bothered by that signboard....

so, apology accepted??

NOT!!

Blah~

2008-12-17T02:56:00.000-08:00

Let me tell you...after I took of that thing away.....theres a big bruised and not to mention...my back hurts and its really killing me....

Upon three days of boring hospitalization....this blue baby Mp3 done a good job..and of course....most of songs inside, are my fav songs.....owh in case you wondering......Malaysian nurses aren't really hot but hey, they really really nice....

Headless

2008-12-12T07:50:00.000-08:00

Whenever you heard someone said..."EVERYTHING COMES WITH A PRICE"...believe it...

Especially something you can't buy...the price would be cost more than just money...

I've waited this for so long and now I got the opportunities to continue what I want....but,
something just came up and blew away everything....everything that I've could ever imagine...

Guess this maybe, just another test....But it was so close...so close...and It was just so close....

Mooooovies

2008-11-28T06:23:00.000-08:00

I've watched 2 movies in this week only and still...I feel like I need more entertainment...hoho~

QUARANTINE

This movie seriously really good because the audience view mainly taken from the eye of the reporters camera...there are lots and lots of surprise elements in this movie and....I think I can watch this movie more than once....just that...I was totally bothered by bunch of girls, seating in front of me and...they kept on screaming and screaming whenever those 'zombies' come to live and attack peoples around 'em..dammit!

TWILIGHT

Well...I heard the soundtrack of this movie like a month advanced I think; before the movie hit the cinema and....I was totally bedazzled by the soundtrack of this movie and thought...'this movie gonna be damn nice'....but...TWILIGHT is just a normal, yet unnatural love movie....love between a vampire and human...blah~blah~blah~and so...I left the cinema after watching TWILIGHT and...felling like kicking some ass cuz the movie was really really boring....credits to PARAMORE because DECODE is currently my official soundtrack...

The PA Room

2008-11-24T06:15:00.000-08:00

PA club is acctually a club that control and helps teachers whever they need to use microphones,play the National Anthem song during official assembly and anything to do with the sound sistems at the school hall too...only the so called " the chosen one" can joined the club...

The PA room are not that big since it is in L-shape....it takes only three peoples of my size...to feel like in sardine can..and...I got lots of friends doing the PA that works along with me since I was in form 4

THE TEAM(form 4 and form5)

-Joe El,Eric Teoh, Jason Sim,Shah and Me (and also some of our junior)...>>and also, a few guys...lepak-ing here and making the place more merrier

-kienjie,leong K Y and Jason Chin-

THE TEAM(lower 6)

-Jason Sim,Kienjie and Me....>>and of course...Leong and Jason Chin still joining us this year...but, dunno bout next year.

For almost three years...I never really be 'at the tapak perhimpunan' because of my 'duty'-providing microphones and all sorts of sound equipment for teachers on duty.......tell you...the job aren't that easy...but..theres a lot of benefits you got....

see...there are only basics equipments

1) you'll get immunity when theres a "spot-check" at the tapak perhimpunan-you can spy from the PA room up there...who got caught because they had long hair or whatsoever~~duh!

2) you can do your unfinished homework at the classroom...or PA room....and leaving your friends down there...worrying about their unfinished homework...

3) you can sleep while listening to the teachers speech and....you can choose to sit under the fan or...just sit at one corner and laughing at you friends because they were tortured by Mr Rizal's loooong speech~*yawn*

4)whenever theres a function at school..you have to work extra...but..SOMETIMES...you'll get the same food like teachers had and "share" with your friends after they finished queuing at the canteen...

5) you can talk crap while teachers giving their speech without other peoples bothered by your 'talks'

crap crap crap

2008-11-21T02:27:00.001-08:00

These are two peoples that always nudge me whenever i singed up on MSN messenger...

Constance L.Joo Lian->A female bookworm who looks like a nerd...but be careful...she got double personalities...and she can be pretty nasty sometimes.....

JV->A guy who always talk dirty and according to him-"I fell incomplete if I didn't say f**k to someone in a day"and...he had pretty good reputations among girls...

OK..one night..we were having conversation on IM....

..................
me: hey, constance...you're doing medic rite??
C :yeahh....why??
me: how's medic? tough?(asking silly questions)
C : ok ok la...I can wear white robe when I start working later...
and JV signed up and joined the conversation....
C :.....can't wait....
JV :white robe?? f**k up!!
me : JV sibok jekkk...
C : yeah lol~~
JV :blueks~
C : later...when you injured...I dun wanna treat you...I'll let the nurses do that....
me : that?(started to get blurr)
Jv :'that'?? Hoho...nurses...THAT'S SO PORNO!! I like....
C : chew! what porno...
me :hehehe..JV..you tell her laaa
JV : duh! nurse are like fantasy objects for guys...rite?
me : =_=
C :ewh...you guys are dirty..dammit
me :eleh...like you never talk dirty pulak..
JV : you kan expert...
C : one of my book...there's one whole chapter about guys stuffs...ew...geli la...
me :you mean our friend down there?....
JV :haha...geli??let me show you a real one...haha...
C :hoit! you guys ah...i circumcise you....tau la...
me :dah buat dah...you circumcise la JV's little guy down there..hehe
JV :try la....I'll kill you...
me :C...that means..you need lot of anesthetics la....kasi him pengsan...and potong kasi habis!!
JV :well well...finally C talk about guys stuff....I know you very hanmsap la C....
.......and those fun conversation stopped due to the stupid-dumb-dumb steamyx...
(dialogues were improvised a bit~a bit only ok!)

Be careful what you wish for

2008-11-16T05:49:00.000-08:00

"Be careful what you wish for,
Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want."

Im in big dilemmas now.....after few tired months of waiting...finally, I get what I really wish for....the course that I've dreamt since forever....
but,somehow...I feel kindda attached to Form6..."will I get friends like I have now at the new place"..."can I suit in new environment"....
all kinds of question keep appeared in my mind.....to be honest...
I feel a lil' scare to be in new place....
I've alredy feel comfortable in the place I am now.....
Guess I just have to wait and see....

Emo-ish

2008-11-12T08:44:00.000-08:00

I feeling kindda emo and a lil blue today....I dunno why...truth is...today is the last day of school for Lower 6....dunno either I can see my friends again next year....or..some might fly off to other place....I dont really like Form 6 cuz the subjects were damn weird!!(totally) But, on the other hand..the environment(school condition still the same if u wanna know) was da bomb!! I mean the people I met this year were really cool and hey, I still miss my old friends....
and...I keep listening to this song over and over again..and just wanna share with you guys...from super cool rock band-->AVENGED SEVENFOLD-SEIZE THE DAY
(my beliefe has nothing to do with the song--if you know what I mean)

Lyrics:

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but
I don't want to leave youI see my vision burn,
I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is realSo, what if
I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave meSeize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is realSilence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back homeI stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

AFTER EXAM FINNISHED

2008-11-07T03:43:00.000-08:00

This is what happened when you come to school after the exam finnished....well....loooks like we had enough time to continue sleeping....listening to MP3....cursing anyone you hate....and, thats not all what we did on that day.....

we had plenty of time to gossips and talk about our boyfriend OR girlfriend misbehave or....just simply chit-chat and burn your times away.....

AND....after 30 minutes of arguing wheter we should sneek out from school and have some fun beyond the school gates.........since the teacher has not entered the class from morning and neither we care about that--duh!!!.....we decide to..................

SNEEK OUT FROM SCHOOL....ok...this is sooo not my first time doing it....(thanks to my almost 5 years experienced in Kajang High School)....and for the rest...this might be their first experience sneek out from school....hahahaha.....I still remember the adrenalin rush!! Owh you little rule-breakers.....

and...we just head staright to the mamak's stall.......
ordered something to eat.....and talk more and more.....shared some jokes and lough like there's no tomorrow......
and again...took some pictures

and we, had enough time to hit the bowling alleys too!! how ironic is that huh....

After breakfast at mamak's stall and have some fun....we decide to go back a little early from usual....owh...just 1 hour early.....nothing so great about that.....hahaha....

AND...THAT WAS One awesome day with 6BD...the real, real, real, fun I had since I shifted to that class about a month ago........caya-lah you guys.....

Windows Live Messenger BETA

2008-11-06T04:33:00.000-08:00

WAHHHHH~~~

hehe..this one was taken from my friends computer...It Looks a bit refreshing compare to the older version (8 .1 sumthing)...THE BETA....It has sort of VISTA feel when first time you using it....

AND...this is the new chat box.....the pictures have moved to the left hand side...and new features were added...did you se the green and orange frame surrounding the pictures? well, the green color means ur contact person is online...orange means away, and red is busy....cool huh??
This one was the picture sharing box....I think one of the best features newly added is... You can change the scene....this is how it work....the top of the chat box, you can change the pictures according to what you like...and they gave you few pictures to choose...but i prefer to use mine..... and one more!! You can change the sound when your contact person is online, new message is coming...and more....

What happened to My Fav anime???

2008-10-19T05:34:00.000-07:00

I bet u heard of Dragon Ball before......the Manga-ka of this mother of all animes and mangas is Akira Toriyama.....I heard about this action movie few days ago...DragonBall The Movie- an anime made into real life movie....very lame right?

Hahaha..dun ask me who is dat guy...cuz most of the Dragon Balls the anime fans are still wondering who is this guy....his hair not ever close to Goku-main character of the anime-(which was supposed to have anti-gravity hair)

So, I google more about this film....schedule to hit the cimena somewhere in the middle of 2009...What I know, Chow Yun Fatt will be featured as Master Roshi-mentor to our hero.

.....And acting along in this movie is Emily Rossum(I think she acted in few movies before, and she's hot)......Emily will be play as Bulma.....Goku's best friend and..........hahaahah(find out yourself).

Looks cool huh? In case they need a character to play the last stage of Majin-bu which, is Fat Majin-bu....hahah...Hopefully they'll find me...hahaha...very SAMPAT rite?? hahaha..........

Moviessss

2008-10-17T08:50:00.000-07:00

em..last week my friend and i went for a movie marathon....only that, it ends up as a short marathon...lol!

anyway....we decide to watch 2 movies wich was K.A.M.I The Movie and Eagle Eye...

and.....after 1 hour, we finnaly got our tickets....

so, the first movie was K.A.M.I....well, I have to say, the last malay movie I watched on cinema were ages ago(not so long laaaa)...and that movie was not worth it for my RM10....

well, this story is about mainly ALI, ABU ,SOFIE,ADII and LYNN...about drugs and friendship and underground bands, and whatever whatever~~hey, im not going to say more...go see the movie yourself~~herm..I think the storyline was okey~~few new characters...(I watched the series before) and songs from the movie were 100% (i think) taken from an underground bands.....KAMI the movie considered worth it to watch and compare to other malay movies before (no offense), this one is consider as diffrent...Find out more on this website---http://www.projekkami.com

Second Movie was Eagle Eye......

haha...the guy from Transformer (Shia LeBeouf-dunno if i spell it right) was the victims of technology gone-mad-sort-of-thing....this guy and one girl (hot one) try to beat one woman who makes a phone call and give instructions to them...do this, dont do that, if not....if it..blah blah....and....i would say the movie kindda interesting...but there are few times...(quite a few) scene bored me....if u already wathched this movie before...u might experience some sort of DejaVu kind of feeling...well, thats what happened to me....in fact, I fell that this movie has some cliched part or storyline...or whatever they call that....geez...Hollywood seems to run out their ideas to make a better movie...too bad....

Malaysian Driver

2008-10-11T02:37:00.000-07:00

I really really! pissed of when i saw our malaysian driver!!
When i was going back from Seremban...at this 'particular highway', I saw something ama~~~zing happened!!

1) One Kancil driver was Zig-Zag-ing from left to right and back to left all the way and, the way he did was xtremly dangerous!! Man! I wish dat guy kene hit with sumthing!! haha~~im sooo bad.

2) And I wonder what on earth this rempit fella doing on this busy highway? he even do some weird stunt just to show off his ability laaaaa....hello!! I can do rempit stunt without lifting my motor la...ok ok!! Anyway...this fella just like some Malaysian driver, they just love doing weird stuffs on road.....in this case..this rempit friend was chit-chatting with his other rempit friends...on road while he on his motorcyle....WTF!! Too bad I cant see his face...because Im pretty sure that guy can befriend with my rempit friends here

WAAAA~~~ SO COOL!!!

HAAHAHAHAHAH

WAAHAHAAH!!

3) Emergency Lane meant for Emergency!!

Weird weird!! My Pa and Ma always said 'you must be careful and respect other peoples whenever and wherever you are' -including on the road Ok~~

But today, I seriously think that our MALAYSIAN DRIVERS(some only lo) need Pendidikan Moral. As u can see, Emergency Lane on highway only can be use when u in EMERGENCY or only if you need to stop ur car there. But then, these people, still tak faham bahasa or they just pretend dont see the sign. Well, what to do kan~~....

what I did inside the car...Just CURSING 'em and Singing Out Loud my favourite song AND irritate my family inside the car especially my sis..wahahaahaha

I Fell like shooting their tyres and laughing at them....

2008-10-08T05:55:00.000-07:00

psssttttt!!!
"SPOT ME"

My cousins during First Day of Eid Mubarak~~

semua Poser~~

kesian kat grandma..stuck in d middle..haiz

anyway...our themes on dat day was
O.R.A.N.G.E
tough....
Im not used to that colour...
peach suits me better...

2008-10-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

LOL!!
LOL!!
I THOUGHT I DELETED MY BLOG~~~

ANYWAY....EID MUBARAK just past few day ago~~and still goin' on
i ate lots...lots of ketupat

RENDANG~~~

and~~ The main reason i Got asthma Attack is~~~

LEMANG~~~

Still, i crave for these calories booster~~hahah

kick me hard!!

Creeping Fingers

The Smeared on early of 5th Chapter

Annoy me, please?

Tongue twister

7th Annual Talent Show, a boost in Korea's addiction

Life after Industrial Training

quote

English Hi-Tea, A Wedding Reception

life goes on

current situation

Kick-Ass

consequences

mirror

this and that

here and there

practical classes

Home!

;)

-.-

Good Ol' Reunion

boring

bla~ bla~

weee~~~~~~

Memo 2

Memo

Random Pictures

Busy... >.<

=___=

Peace *wink*

Last Day at Home

ZapP!

Movie

Kampung Picturesque

short note

eXpeRimEnT 101

...

BOOH-SAN~

closing the first part

lalala~~~

STUDY(holiday) week

Im (not) Okey

*damn*

OMFG

lol

mysuperhecticlifefornow

Finally~~

Gong Xi Gong Xi

Boredandtiredandcan'twaittogohome

weiiiwuu

Blah~

Headless

Mooooovies

The PA Room

crap crap crap

Be careful what you wish for

Emo-ish

AFTER EXAM FINNISHED

Windows Live Messenger BETA

What happened to My Fav anime???

Moviessss

Malaysian Driver

Peace wink

damn