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씨발 !
씨발 !!
씨발 !!!
씨발 !!!!

gonna off to Penang in few more hours...
argh...
need to settle lot of stuffs there..
crap!
I wish I could stay at home longer thou...

:(
E-Jay

cant help this feeling..
it has been 2 months..
I've been doing just fine until you texted me few days back..
"how r u? i've been doing great here. i'll be back to m'sia before the new years eve. hope can see you and clarifies whats happend between us"
-too bad im gone to penang by 29th December-

dedicated to Y..
Its not my attention to write this 'emo' post
I know you'll be reading my blog and stalking me on my Facebook
I dont mind
I know whats happened between us was just another phase; just like you said
but, I started to realized, distance relationship wont last long..
Im here, and you're like thousand miles away from me
the Internet and phone were the only way we can talk to each other

Y,
we were still young when we first met,
we were busy with our SPM and,
you were with him, I was was with her,
we never had a chance to meet before

Y,
I still remember the first time you cried, because of that korean drama
Stairway to Heaven the titled is..
I was freaked out when you cried, dunno what to do
should I console you or just stoning myself in front of you?

Because of you,
I started to know about all those korean dramas..
all this while, all I knew was anime..
I started to listen to chinese song,
I started to care for other people

First time we had a problems,
I tried to call you, again and again, but you ignored my calls..
for almost a week..
that was one of my worst week in my life..
I was lonely,
trying to call you like some crazy desperate people
then you called, ' I lost my phone' you told me...
hey, I wasnt born yesterday,
thous, I told you its okey...

I still cant believe I knew someone like you..
someone so opposite from me..
someone so special too me once..
someone that believe Im a great guy

*sigh*
do you remember our song?
I still keep our favourite song close with me
donno why I should keep the song..
maybe it reminds me of you,
or maybe that song is just great..


Just so you know,
I made trough my 2nd sem finals quiet okey,
3 pointer but not in the Dean's list..
Im not gonna blame you for what happened..
maybe its just....meant to be....

Y,
Next year you'll be away again...
you have to do what you need to be..
I'll be here, not going anyway till the right time comes,
maybe France, maybe Swiss or maybe just Japan,
we'll see where Im gonna further my studies..

Until then,
I hope you all the best in whatever you do in your life..
who knows, maybe we'll meet again someday,
but I doubt it gonna be this soon..

You told me that you hope we still can be friends,
and I just hope the same,
maybe not a close friend, just friends
1 year and half with you is just another piece of memories I had,
next year we'll turn to 20...
I hope Im on the right track...
and,
I hope you'll be a greatest designer ever..


'Y, I know you can recognize this song'

The sparrow outside the window is being noisy on the electrical wire
You say that this sentence has a lot of that summer feeling
The pencil in my hand, sketched back and forth on the paper
I use a few lines to describe who you are to me
The taste of the fish, the cat and you both want to understand
The fragrance of first love we remembered vividly
That warm sunlight, is like the brilliant freshly-picked strawberries
You say you can't bear to eat up this feeling.
Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows just like rainwater
The fallen leaves in the yard, thickly overlaps with my lingering thoughts
A few words of dispute, cannot cool my warmth
You appear in my poem's every page
Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows just like rainwater
Butterfly on the window still, is like the beautiful chapter that flutters about in the poem
I continue to write, to write my eternal love for you into the poem's ending
You are the only understanding I want
missed your cheek, just like the ripened tomato in the fields
then,you suddenly told me that the name of a beautiful orange jasmine


:x
E-jay

Window shopping

Went to the Borders @ the Gardens few day ago..
saw 'this' book..took a glanced at it and just walked away..
now..I kept on thinking about that book and how it'll be useful if I had it..
I should've just grabbed that book!!
Grr! now Im searching that book like crazy all over the book stores in KL!
Times @ Pavillion = 'no stock'
Kinokuniya @ KLCC= sure the price will make your fingers digging deeper in your wallet...

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Saw this coolestshoesever at Adidas @ Pavillion...
the design, color, and I bet its comfortable...
but the price..*argh!!!*
-remember what Ma always said..student dont need to use expensive stuffs-

-_______-"

argh...its really annoying when people kept asking...
'hey, what happened to your laptop?'
ok..theres some smudge at my laptop..
ITS FOOD COLORING peoples!!!!!
that's what happened when you bring your laptop to the kitchen!

Called DELL few days ago and ask about the laptop skin..
hehehe..cost about rm150 for the cover..chey~~
but...it gonna takes couple of months for the delivering only...
damn!

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Really malas wanna drive from Kajang to Mid Valley..
traffic jams and all sort of things... (you know how Malysians drivers are)
still, I need to get the book before goin off to Penang...
Right..some people might suggest to take KTM to Mid Valley..
but hey..KTM is like the worst train ever~
ok third worst considering the train at India and Indonesia...
and seriously..what happened to all the manners taught when you at school?
dont you know pushing peoples is a mandatory...literally..
seriously..the government just wasting our money doin all the Budi Bahasa campaign..

:o
E-jay

So its true then the registration will be on 2nd January..
Lol..I'm so not ready to go back to Penang...
wish I could stay at home longer..
but then, I've nothing to do pulak *sigh*..

3rd semester, second year and Im turning 20!
seems so hard to believe..

"Hi! Im Ahmad Faisal and Im 20 years old"
LOL! sounds so OLD and awkward...
better get use to that line before next year..
Lalala~

hehe :p
Ejay

Good Ol' Reunion

Just came back from KHS Buletin Club Annual Reunion...
it was awesome...
finally I had a chance to talk and catching up with some ol' friends and seniors and teachers..

Bangi Golf Clubhouse
the place was....errmm
soo green i guess...
the food...erm...sucks..no...It was BAD!!
haha...guess you cant get so much when you paid so little...
Few years back Reunion were EVEN better..

Had a long, good old chat with Reedo and Norman after that..
hah...wonder when this chance will come again...

What should I do tomorrow?
I think I should come up with some plan every time before the semester break...
or I'll ended up doing nothing..
like NOW!

:p
E-jay

boring

I know I should post something as soon as I finished my finals
what to do..
I forgot password for my blog..
FINALLY........here I am!!!!!!
silly me..

Truth is...
I don't have much things wanna post here
not yet, at least that's what I can say...

I should've known this semester break would be super duper boring..
Staying up till 4 am and woke up at 2 pm..
NO LIFE AT ALL!!!!

Things with her..
all I can say...
distance relationship aint gonna work..
haiz..
there goes my mood...

Right now...
Im just bored, bored, bored, bored and bored!!!!!!!!!!!

bla~ bla~

Urgh!!!!
It has been 3 days We're singing and yelling and making noise at the karaoke house...
Guys..you gotta stop 'forcing' me to sing...
I need to study or at least..read my notes..

Oh oh...
just saw Jennifer's Body...
It was a nice movie to watch...
and a very very sexy movie too..
hoho...worth to watch..

Love you, Megan Fox!